STÁTNÍ TAJEMNÍK U ŘÍŠSKÉHO PROTEKTORA V ČECHÁCH A NA MORAVĚ, PRAHA, inv. 2373, sig. 109-12/18 Page 53 · 53 of 143
THE SECRETARY TO THE RUSSIAN PROTECTOR IN THINGS AND IN MORAVA, PRAGUE, inv. 2373, sig. 109-12/18
English Translation
4.2 - 8 - who had tried to prove his teaching ability in high schools a few times already. He had never finished. One time he ran away between the written and oral exams. The other time he was as if he had been redeemed when a disease, his "heir", grabbed him. Was he too stupid, too lazy? Sehon since Kremsmünster, where he was always primus in the class under Father Placidus, he usually hclte himself best- testimonies. - Was he bubbling and dissipating his interests? Against this - he knew - his conscience approached too closely. On the second stairwell suddenly grasped him the idea whether his teacher-being was also a self-deception. It brought blood into his face; for until now he loved the masses to give away young people his inner stes, in that he felt and formed them, as it was with his heart. Once he had almost lost his heart, he would not have been considerate of his noblest virtue. He and Rudclf Kner, who took over the natural history, underwent the vision vests of liver tenters together with their cousins. And because the girls astonished gazed at alhegkin, while being clever and eager, the two home teachers had fallen in love with both. At that time, Stifter, in his open, always committed to cleanliness, was very keen on his friend's trade - he knew it as he is today: "Both are a thousand times better than myself, and I love both of them very heartily and look forward to our conversation. But I've got a rather ridiculous fear, that they're going to fall on a man who doesn't deserve it. There's nothing that I can think of for each of my friends, he won't get it, and I'm jealous of every stranger in advance and I don't like him.