STÁTNÍ TAJEMNÍK U ŘÍŠSKÉHO PROTEKTORA V ČECHÁCH A NA MORAVĚ, PRAHA, inv. 1747, sig. 109-4/1502 (poškozeno) Page 56 · 56 of 57
STATE SECRETARY FOR THE RUSSIAN PROTECTOR IN THINGS AND IN MORAVA, PRAGUE, inv. 1747, sig. 109-4/1502 (damaged)
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k 109/42 0ts Mr. pr. at the same time your kind letter moved me and encouraged me in my task, which I accepted as a hard command of necessity, duty, multilateral insistence from many sides and with great self-denial I took it upon myself reluctantly in the moment when I looked forward to the ehyst for modest privacy and my to complete literary work-my-ancient hobbies. In full awareness of my shortcomings I consider myself unable to be present to be able to calm I was and at the same time your love.The leaf moved me to the same times and encouraged me in my task, which I accepted reluctantly and with great self-denial as a hard order of duty. For he was with many parties exclaimed in Vza I accepted him at the moment when I was looking forward to my modest privacy and for the literary work of my old hobby. It made it harder for me to trust me presidente, it was my hardest step in my life, the harder I became fully aware of my Bedolescence. I can only try to make the best of it in between my forces to do the best one of it. I want to follow the footsteps of my most rusty predecessors. I am aware that I will soon be judged - but the present may not be capable of a fair trial. Even if what our nation has met is dreaming In the depth of my heart It seems to me that what has happened to us is a fatal balance of too much happiness our destiny balances