STATE SECRETARY FOR THE RUSSIAN PROTECTOR IN THINGS AND IN MORAVA, PRAGUE, inv. 2466, sig. 109-12/113

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English Translation

163 I don't want to be a slave to anyone. Too little is a servant of God. I will be a servant to myself out of my own right and not just a reflection of strange light. But if God needs me as a co-worker and as a tool for his creation, as a string, which his being sounds further and mouth, which is worthy of his language,- as a nsnd, which helps to complete his figure,- then I will not deny myself blissfully. So working I will increase myself spiritually, as man completely fills me in waste.